BYTHECATHEDRAL

CRASHING ALL AROUND ME

My computer crashed. This is my first crash so you can imagine the tears that started pouring as I witnessed all my hard work go up in smoke.

My stages: Denial, Anger, Hysteria, Denial, Serious Hysteria.

With some kind words from the woman in India - it was okay. Then I realized. My itunes. What about my itunes?? Gone. All gone. I look at my ipod. Full all full. How do I put my Ipod back into my Itunes? I am afraid folks. Here is what I am afraid of...I connect my ipod in hopes of transferring to some mysterious place on my computer BUT

My itunes comes on instead. Grabs my ipod. It sucks it dry. No itunes. No ipod. All gone.

So now I am looking everywhere for some advice. Ephpod? Ipod Access? Do it by going into explorer..yadada. What if it doesn't recognize the song?

I am just staring in fear. I can't lose my music. Do you know how much money I spent? Do you know half my Cd's are scratched now.

Maybe I should call that woman in India.

THE PLAN -- the beauty versus the ugly side of life

Here is the plan for this "blog".

Sundays: We do a movie review. Not movies in the theater, but movies that you should see on DVD. 
CD review or Musician.
How much I won on a Lottery ticket and/or those Scratch off games.

Monday: We deal with a news report from CNN versus the news on BBC. Compare and Contrast. This will happen on Monday nights.

Tuesday: We will also focus on a Craigslist personal ad. This should bring us into a horrible date story.

Wednesday: - recap America's Next Top Model
Look into a post by Rosie, and comment.

Thursday: The colorful characters you see on the subway, and basically the joy of living in NYC.  This should make you laugh or cry hysterically. The choice is yours.

All week: There will also be witty commentary by me.

FRIENDS OR ENEMIES

I was on friendster, and i saw a whole bunch of people from my high school. I thought about adding them, but then I realized that the sight of some of them makes me want to puke.

They were awful to me in high school - well, not awful, but they sure weren't my friends. Why add them? I am different now. I look different. I act different and I want those fuckers to see that. I won't add them. Even though I use the term "friend" loosely on friendster. I won't sink that low. jerks.

Anyway - I heard from a friend of mine. I don't know what it is with me when it comes to her. I don't hear from my friends for awhile I don't assume that they hate me, but when I don't hear from her - i panic. I panic the same way I panic when I don't hear from a guy i like in awhile. I don't have a crush on her. I did once so maybe it is residual...residual crush.